University of WA - Bothell

So, its time. I have finished my application and I am waiting to find out if I will be accepted into the University of Washington - Bothell. I am taking my last pre-req at Bellevue Community College and I am trying my hardest to keep my momentum. I cant say for sure if the new medical stuff will work or if I just dont care if it doesnt! I am fighting my butt off to go forward with life so that I can do something to care for me and my life rather than function at the barely functional level of half dead I feel like I have been.

Mike's brother and Sister in Law, Ryan and Laurel (with Baby Jace), will be in WA permanently in a few weeks and I am supposed to be planning my wedding. Its not my time to lay down and die, I am going to keep up my fight. Come hell or high water I am going to finish school.

My reason for finishing school is Mikey. I want nothing more than to finish school, get a better, higher paying job so that Mike can get on with school, take care of himself, run and not worry so much about balancing all of his pressing priorities. I want set an example for Jace, my brother, my [future] children, whoever else wonders how you can fight through chronic illness to make something better out of your life.

I am really tired today but I am tired of being tired, I am ready for something else other than dog tired...